My Life Experience Part – 1

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My Life Experience Part – 1deleteddeletedI am 26 years old. I don’t like to publish my name or personal information. I’m married to a 34-year-old businessman. He is a loving and caring person. He loves me a lot. But the only problem is that he is too much interested in sex.Till my marriage, I have not seen any porn movies or visited any porn sites. My husband introduced me to these porn sites. He once showed me this iss site. So I thought I can share my problems without anybody knowing me. I cannot share my problems with people whom I know because it is too embarrassing and I don’t like to spoil my husband’s good nameAs I told. I am married for 3 years. I completed my ba degree and after sometimes married the first person whose proposal the broker gave to my parents. He is very handsome. Good financial background. He runs a boutique in town and has other businesses such as real estate. At the first night itself, he told me that he is too much interested in sex and asked me to fulfill his wishes.Without knowing the consequence, I promised that. He watches porn on a daily basis and tries everything he sees in it on me. Some things arouse me. He did every possible thing and anal sex as well. He even did bondage sex. He asks me to wear sexy dresses. Lately, he is seeing some exhibition type porns and is implementing it on me.It started by taking video and photos of our sex sessions. Later he made me wear only panties and pose for his photos in outdoor at night. Then we had sex on our balcony in the day time. He orders some things online and asks me to open the door for the delivery man wearing bath towel. At first, I protested. But later I agreed. I did this 3 times and in the last time, he asked me to drop my towel. I didn’t do that. And he was angry. He punished me. All his punishments are sexual. Bondage, pinches on my nipple and slaps on my ass with a belt hard. Out of fear of getting hurt, I agreed to all his embarrassing things.One day he brought me a tight white leggings and top. It is almost see through. He gave me black panties and black bra and asked me to wear it without a half kameez and took me to shopping in a supermarket. Everyone can understand that I am wearing a black panties and bra. I saw many people looking at me and commenting some things.That day he had sex with me passionately. canlı bahis After each incident, he keeps on increasing the embarrassment. On the day at night, he came home with a red bikini panties and bra and asked me to wear it. I did it. He asked me to wear nighty and come with him in the car for a drive. I did so.He started driving through the highway it was almost mid night. He stopped the car and asked me to remove the nighty. I did. He kissed me and asked me to get out and pose for him in the open road. I didn’t agree. But he pushed me out and locked the door. I was scared and I hide behind the car and asked him to open the door but he didn’t. I pleaded him to. But he told to pose for the photos then only he will open. Whenever a car passed by us, I hide behind the car and posed for his photos. He took more than 10 photos. This was the most dangerous thing he didI used to go swimming in the pool. There are dressing rooms in the pool but he makes me wear the swim suit from home itself and drops me off at the pool. I had to walk through many persons wearing the swim suit. The suit has a tight banyan and shorts which are above the knee stitched together with a skirt.Once he made me to pose nude in the front lawn of our apartment at night and we were almost caught by the security of the apartment but luckily escaped his sight and went to our home. We even had a sex session on the stairs of the apartment and so on.If I disagree to any one of his wishes, he will hurt me sexually by beating my ass with belts and canes and pinching my nipple.Once he made me naked and put a clamp on my nipples and a dog tag in my neck and made me on four legs and walked me inside the house like a dog. He made me drink and eat like a dog. At times, he makes me very angry and I decide to leave him. But at many other times, he loves me and cares for me and my love for him grows higher. Despite his sexual aggressions, he is a very loving gentle man.We had sex in an open pocket road at day time inside the car. Till now we didn’t get caught but I am very much scared. I like doing such things with him but he is taking it too much and this will spoil my name. There are much more embarrassing things he did to me at the native as well as we went for trips. I will share them later. But first you all should perabet giriş give me advice whether I should ask him to stop doing this or should I continue doing itI don’t like everything he does. But I like some things. But exposing me in public I don’t like. But whenever he exposes me that night he makes love with me passionately. So to get the passionate sex I do his deeds.Now I am divorced and is living with my mother. My family supported me throughout the divorce. As I had completed my PG in English, my uncle got me a job as a probationary teacher in a well-known private college. The job will be permanent in a year. Now I live my life free. I earn for a living and is happy.But the problem is that being exposed to a kinky sexual life with my ex-husband has brought some changes in me. At times I feel some sexual urges in me. So I decided to masturbate once in a while. At first, it satisfied me and I was able to control my sexual urges with it. But later it didn’t.That is when I knew that all those exhibition stunts have woken a sleeping exhibitionist in me. Sometimes I get this heart pounding experience and I have a sudden urge to expose my body.When I do expose my body to public, I feel relaxed, happy and excited. But I have to be careful not to spoil my image in the public. Nobody should know that I am into exhibitionism. So I would dress provocative and expose my body as if it was by accident.At nights past midnight, I would go to the balcony some days and strip naked and stay there for some time. If anybody is about to notice me, I would run back into the house. This one time I was almost caught by the neighborhood watchman.At midnight, I went to the balcony turned the lights off and removed my red nighty. Then I removed my bra and my panties. It was very cold outside and I was really turned on. Some vehicles passed by. But there was no one walking.Then I saw the light from the torch of the watchman. I knew it was him. I had already done this a couple times before. But that time I don’t know, it may be because of the cold, I had a sudden urge to masturbate.Without giving much thought to it, I started touching myself. I started to finger myself and leaned against the wall. Soon I was deeply immersed in the erotic pleasure my fingers were inducing inside my body. perabet güvenilir mi I forgot about the switch board there. When my shoulder touched the switch accidentally, it turned the lights on!Oh God! I was there standing naked with finger in my pussy and boobs grabbed hard. I quickly realized what just happened and turned the lights off just before he could turn to my side. Then I quickly ran inside. The fear of getting caught and the heart-pounding experience turned me on.As my profession had some dignity, I could not expose much at work. But lately, I have been wearing tight leggings and top. I would walk around showing my thighs and would sit next to some students and cross my legs so that they will get a clear view of my legs. It was fun to watch them that time.Sometimes, wearing the top with the top buttons open also works for me. I would lean forward sometimes showing my cleavage. I also wore saree exposing my navel. The boys looking at me turns me on a little bit. Their looks would fuel my lust and sexual passion. But like an innocent teacher, I would act normal and take the class as usual.The boys think that it is by accident or that I was not aware of it. But I liked it very much. I knew that it was unprofessional and unethical. I knew it is awkward but I cannot help it. The truth is that I have become a total exhibitionist.And while going ou
t and shopping also, I do the usual exposing. I use to wear tight dresses, exposing my cleavage. Also, while in the bus, I would give a slight glimpse of my cleavage, thighs or navel. The thought of being watched arouses me very much and it turns me on. This has become a thing for me.I have not done anything that has degraded my image. I am very careful about this and I would not let the exhibition go that far which could ruin my reputation. Well, I don’t know whether there is something thing wrong with me or not. I like to expose myself and I gain immense pleasure in being an exhibitionist.I have done all kinds of public exposures. But I am still not satisfied. I wrote this experience here so that I could get some new ideas to expose myself for my pleasure.So I kindly request the readers to help me and suggest some new tricks that I can use and implement to expose myself without damaging my good image at home, work or in public. I hope that you will help me attain what I wish.If you have some suggestions for me, please inbox me at [email protected] is not an open invite to have sexual conversations with me. Please share your ideas which may be useful to me in doing my exhibition safely.

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